Eva,
As always, yesterday, I slept too late at around 03.45 but was able to complete my 7 hour sleep goal since, I got up at around 11.30. 😂 Late to bed and late to rise. Great job, Jyothis. You are becoming worse every day. 😏
But the morning was peaceful, since I needed a good sleep. Too much things were happening this week. I was a bit overwhelmed this week. I had a discussion with my supervisor about the delay of my promotion, a 2-3 hour long discussion this week. Although the discussion was long, I don’t feel like it will make any visible difference, there are no signs of promotion and I feel hopeless as I complete my 5 perfect years at my company this August. I feel disrespected and tired nowadays. Anyways, let’s hope it will happen before August.
Today is May 1st, the first day of my birthday month. I am turning 30 this month, which scares the hell out of me. 😔 I keep telling myself, it’s gonna be alright. There are a lot of things that I have made the right decisions, but there are a lot of areas where I feel helpless and hopeless. I hope I will be able to find a clear path step by step. God help me, lead me in the right direction. 🙏
The pressure of marriage is slowly concerning me. 😕 I don’t have a proper guidance on what to do and how to do anything about it. This uncertainty is killing me. I hope God will be guide me through it although I have to do my part for God to take action.
In the afternoon, I had brunch and watched a lot of TV. It helped me clear my mind a lot. Later in the evening, I decided to start my daily journaling journey today! You are reading it right now! 😉 Hope this will help me reshape how I think, feel and act. I do believe that this will assist in clearing my mental clutter. Let’s hope for the best, Jyothis. You have come so far in life, trust me, better things are coming your way! 😄
Praise be to God!
♥️ Joekuttan
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